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by JvuestQoera

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DOOR BEING KNOCKED BY THE MOST IRRITATING AND CARING PERSON IN THE WORLD..MY MUM..."BANG!"... DOOR WAS OPENED,CONTINUED BY THE QUESTION.."WHY ARE YOU LOCKING YOUR ROOM'S DOOR?CANT YOU JUST LET IT STAY OPEN?"....AFTER 5 SECONDS...ALL THE GRUMBLING STARTS...BLAH-BLAH-BLAH...."WHAT ARE YOU DOING INSIDE YOUR ROOM? NEVER CLOSE YOUR DOOR AGAIN.."...REPLIED BY:"MUM,I WAS JUST TRYING TO WRITE A SHORT STORY.. I CANT CONCENTRATE IF I LET MY DOOR OPEN AND STAYING CLOSE TO ALL THE OTHER IRRITATING NOISES WHICH WILL AFFECT MY IDEAS AND MAKE ME UNABLE TO WRITE A NICE STORY.."AND THERE SHE GOES...BACK TO THE KITCHEN... AND I WAS THINKING..."I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING ELSE..WHAT DID YOU SUSPECT ME TO DO?WHY CANT YOU JUST LET ME WRITE MY STORY?AND MOST OF ALL.. CANT YOU GIVE SOME TRUST ON ME?...IT'S JUST WRITING IN MY ROOM..WHAT IS THE PROBLEM OF IT?"THAT TIME,I WAS ALL FULLED WITH ANGER EMOTIONS AND SAD AS WELL...SAD BECAUSE OF WHY MY MOTHER JUST DONT TRUST ME...EVEN JUST WRITING IN A ROOM...SINCE SHE NEVER PUT ANY TRUST ON ME AND SUSPECTING ME AT ALL TIMES,PLUS YOU ARE MY PARENTS,THEREFORE,I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT THAT...I'LL JUST BE PATIENCE ABOUT IT,SINCE I AM NOT ABLE TO CHANGE THE WAY OF YOUR THINKING...

THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME..WHENEVER ELVOISSE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING,HER PARENTS WILL NOT STOP SUSPECTING ON HER ACTIONS...WHENEVER ELVOISSE THINKS OF THE PROBLEMS ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE COLD NIGHT,HER BRAIN WILL ALWAYS BE FILLED WITH ALL THESE QUESTIONS...:WHY?WHY?WHY?..." AND TEARS CAME OUT FROM HER EYES AND WENT DOWNWRDS AND WATTERED BOTH OF HER CHEEKS.. AND SHE WILL BE BITTING ALL HER TEETH HARDLY TO TRY TO CONTROL HER EMOTIONS BUT IT JUST DOESN'T WORK...SHE JUST CANT BELIEVE HER PARENTS SUSPECTED HER SO MUCH.. SHE JUST CANT FEEL THE WARMTH AND TRUSTWORTHY WITHIN HER FAMILY...FAMILY,SHE THINKS AGAIN...A FAMILY WITH FULL OF SUSPECTS CAN BE CALLED AS A FAMILY?A FAMILY SHOULD BE ALWAYS CHEERFUL AND HAVING A STRONG TRUSTWORTHY AND BOND WITHIN EACH OF THE FAMILY MEMBERS...BUT,SADLY ELVOISSE DIDNT GET THE CHANCE TO FEEL THE WARMTH OF FAMILY...HER WORLD ABOUT FAMILY IS JUST ONLY IN BLACK AND WHITE..NOT COLOURFUL,NOT CHEERFUL,NO HAPPINESS,NO WARMTH,AND MOST OBVIOUS... NO TRUSTWORTHY... SHE FELT SO WEAK ABOUT THAT...WHY OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD CAN HAVE A HARMONIOUS FAMILY EVENTOUGH THEY DONT HAVE LOADS OF PROPERTY...WHY I CANT? SHE STARTED TO BE ENVIOUS ABOUT IT WHEN SHE WALKS DOWN THE STREET AND SEE THOSE HAPPY FAMILIES GO FOR OUTING TOGETHER WITH CHEERS AND JOYS.....

ALL I WANT IS JUST AN ANSWER FROM YOU....

RED BLOOD IS PUMPING OUT FROM THE HEART AND TO THE NERVES AS USUAL,THERE IS NOT A SINGLE PROBLEM WITH IT..IT IS A CORRECT WAY OF CIRCULATION OF BLOOD,BUT ONE THING...THIS TIME,THE PRESSURE OF MY HEART PUMPS VERY FAST,I'M GETTING INTO A QUITE UNBREATHABLE SITUATION WHICH IS QUITE ALIKE WITH LACKING OF AIR AND OXYGEN... THIS WEIRD PROBLEM OCCURS WHEN I SEE THAT CERTAIN PERSON... YOUNG SPIRITED HEART,INSANE WAY OF THINKING,THE FEELING TOWARDS THE OTHER GENDER...EVERY SMILE ON HIS FACE,EVERY WORD FROM HIS MOUTH,EVERY MOVEMENT HE MADE,EVERYTHING HE DOES MAKES ME FEEL SO WONDERFULLY BLUSHED AND THERE MY HEART FLIES AMONG THE OTHERS,BEYOND THE EARTH,LIKE A HOT SUN,ALL THE MEMORIES ARE JUST SO DEEP LIKE THE SEA WHICH ARE ALWAYS KEPT IN MY MIND WITH JOYS...YOU MADE ME SMILED,YOU MADE ME LAUGHED,YOU MADE ME CRIED,YOU MADE IMPOSSIBLE TO POSSIBLE...YOU BRIGHTENED MY DARK SKY TO A BLUE ONE,YOU CHANGED MY CRAMED HEART INTO A RED NICE ONE... YOU MADE ME FEEL THAT I CAN HAVE ANYTHING I WANT TO HAVE AND IT IS POSSIBLE TO DO SO,YOU GAVE ME CONFIDENCE TO SUCCESS IN MY LIFE...

BUT.. YOU LEFT A QUESTION WHICH JUST SIMPLY DRIVES MY MIND CRAZY EVERY SINGLE SECOND..YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LIKE ME BUT YOU DID NOT PROPOSE TO ME OR ANYTHING ELSE.. YOU JUST TOLD ME BRIEFLY WHICH MADE ME FELT ANXIOUS ABOUT THIS QUESTION BECAUSE I CANNOT GET THE ACTUAL ANSWER FROM YOUR HEART...I LIKED YOU JUST SO MUCH TILL THAT I CANT DIFFERENTIATE WHETHER IT IS JUST A SCENT OF LIKE OR IT IS ALREADY LOVE..I JUST CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU..ESPECIALLY WHEN THAT QUESTION GOES AROUND MY HEAD SPINNING EVERY SECOND... YOU SAID THAT YOU LIKE ME BUT WHERE IS THE PROOF?WHERE IS IT?DURING THAT FIRST SECOND I JUST DID NOT REALIZE ABOUT IT.. BECAUSE I WAS OVER JOYED..ME BEING LIKED BY THE PERSON I LIKE...THAT CONTAINS ANOTHER MEANING THAT NORMAL LIFE...IT MAKES ME FEEL SO LUCKY,CHEERFUL AND OTHER GREAT FEELINGS BURST IN TO MY HEART AND THERE GOES MY HAPPY BLOOD FLOWING THROUGH THE BODY..BUT AFTER A PERIOD OF TIME..I FIANALLY FIGURED OUT THE PROBLEM IN YOUR SENTENCE."I LIKE YOU" NOT "I LIKE YOU,CAN YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND"...THIS MAKES ME ME FEEL VERY INCORRECT BECAUSE THIS SENTENCE ONLY TELLS THAT YOU LIKE ME...NOT YOU ARE PROPOSING TO ME,THIS SENTENCE IS NOT COMPLETED..HENCE,IT LEFT A GUESSING GAME FOR ME...

I JUST LIKE YOU SO MUCH.. I DONT BOTHER AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHETHER I AM BEING FOOLED,PLAYED OR CHEATED BY YOU..I JUST DONT CARE ABOUT IT BECAUSE I LIKED YOU TOO MUCH TILL THAT I CANNOT CONTROL MYSELF..WHAT IS THE CONCLUSION NOW...?I HAVE BEEN WAITING AND WAITING FORT HE PROPOSAL TO COME OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH BUT IT DOES NOT SEEMS TO BE POSSIBLE...MY DEAR,PLEASE GIVE ME AN ANSWER.. I DONT CARE I'M FOOLED OR...YOU ARE TAKING THIS RELATIONSHIP SERIOUSLY...ALL I WANT I JUST AN ANSWER FROM YOU TO SETTLE MY FLYING HEART AND TWISTED BRAIN...

by JvuestQoera

STORY OF SAD AND SORROW

EVERYTIME,YOUR TEARS COME OUT FROM YOUR EYES...WHENEVER I SEE YOU,THERE IS A PROBLEM INSIDE YOUR HEART I THINK SO THEN... BUT YOU TELL ME THAT NOTHING IS HAPPENING WITH YOU.. ALTOUGH YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU ARE NOT HAVING ANY PROBLEMS... BUT I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT..HENCE,I TOOK A CLOSER LOOK AT YOU AND YOUR HEART TOO..WHEN I PUT MY FOCUS ON IT,IN NO NEED A TELESCOPE I CAN SEE A SCRATCH IN YOUR HEART,THEN MEANWHILE,YOUR FACE IS OUT OF COLOURS AND TURNS INTO VERY DAMNING WHITE...THERE IS NO USE TO ADVICE YOU WITH ANYHTHING,BECAUSE YOUR OWN HEART ONLY WILL BE SAVED ONLY WHEN YOU SAVE YOURSELF FROM THE SORROW SAD WORLD.BUT THEN,YOU MUST TRY HARD TO GET OUT OF IT,OR SHOULD I SAY OVERCOME IT...BECAUSE,THE WORLD OF SORROW IS CONTROLLED BY YOURSELF,BUT NOT OTHER PERSON ELSE...HENCE,TO NOT REMAIN YOUR SORROW AND SADNESS,BE MORE RELAX AND OPEN-MINDED WHEN YOU DO ANYTHING..ITS THE WAY TO LEAD YOU BACK TO YOUR OWN HAPPY WORLD.I KNOW THAT THIS IS QUITE UNLOGICAL,BUT IN A STORY VERSION,YOU CAN DO IT IN YOUR REAL LIFE AND SEE THEM WORKS AS U GO..

WHEN YOU ARE BACK TO YOUR OWN HAPPY WORLD YOU WILL DEFENITELY FEEL BETTER AND YOU WILL BE MORE CHEERFUL AND YOU WILL BE MORE BRAVE TO FACE MANY KINDS OF PROBLEMS.ACTUALLY,WE SHOULD KNOW THAT,EVERY SORROW AND SADNESS ARE JUST KEEPING TRAINNING US UP TO BE A GREAT PERSON.AS KNOW LIKE THIS,BUT WE SHOULD NOT LET THE SORROW AND SADNESS COVER US...BUT THEN,WE MUST TRY TO TAKE THEM OFF OURSELVES TO BE MORE CHEERFUL AND SURE HAVING A HAPPIER LIFE INSTEAD...REMEMBER,EVERY SADNESS AND SORROWS GIVES US A PRICELESS AND THOUGHTFUL LESSONS AS WE GO ON TO OUR LIFESTYLE...AND SO,BE MORE CHEERFUL AND OPEN-MINDED TO ACCEPT MORE UNEXPECTABLE THINGS...

SAD AND SORROW JUST DOES NOT GO WELL..TO KEEP THEM IN A HEART IS NOT A VERY GOOD SOLUTION.JUST LET ALL THESE MEMORIES STAY ON YOUR BRAIN OPEN-MINDEDLY,THEN AFTER A PERIOD OF TIME IT WILL VANISH A DAY BY A DAY TILL THE REAL LESSON'S POINT LEFT ONLY IN YOUR HEART.SO,AS US PEOPLE,SHOULD TRY TO BE MORE CHEERFUL TO FACE PROBLEMS AND BE OPEN-MINDED TO ACCEPT MOST OF THOSE PROBLEMS AND TRY NOT TO BE SO CALCULATIVE IN EACH SPECIFIC THINGS THAT HAPPENS EVERYDAY,EVEN JUST A SECOND AGO OR WHATEVER..HAPPY AND CHEERFUL WILL DO THE BEST TRICK FOR YOUR WONDERFUL AND COLOURFUL LIFE EVER AND EVER.

by JvuestQoera